Hooray....
So I have this special person in my life who I just don't mention enough. My best friend is so wonderful to me and I'm so thankful that she's in my life! In fact last Wednesday night in my workbook (my answers are mostly from the previous year) we had to write things that we need in our life that we currently don't have that will help us on our journey. One thing that I wrote last year was that I wish I had someone who would check in with me once in awhile through emails because I don't always have the time for sit downs and phone calls. I called her on my way home to thank her because I was able to cross that of my list of wishes that night and add it to my list of things I have. She's such a blessing and has helped me work on my fear of friendship intimacy with woman in an unbelievable way. I lost my trust and "need" for women in my life a long time ago when I was eight because my first abuser was a female that I trusted and she certainly took advantage of that. She's slowly softening my heart, although sometimes I want to run the other way kicking and screaming.


4 Comments:
A whole post just about me! Awww, Erin! I was going to say you shouldn't have, but I really want to say it's about time!!! :P Totally just kidding.
Yay! A baby! You get to be an auntie! How exciting! Thank you for posting about all of this. Very fun for me!
And Ms. Erin, I am very blessed to have you in my life too. Love you!
With the tears in my eyes, I write to say I'm so happy and proud of both of you. Your perserverence in struggles, and your courage to continue the "processing" journey deeply affects me. Thank you, Erin and Mandi...I'm glad that you have each other. And, thank you for allowing me to be present along side of you.
Debie
Mandi- You're a brat and I say that with love and respect.. ha ha ha I am going to be an auntie, can't wait!!!! Love you too my dear!
Debie- Wow! Thank you for your honest, heart felt comment Deb! We certainly appreciate you and are thankful that you're along side of us as well! Thanks for being my friend Deb and for your honesty and wisdom in so many areas of my life!
Erin,no you're a brat, brat!!! :P
Debie- thank you so much for your support with our journey. It's so great having other women to walk along side of.
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