Something has to give right?

So I will admit (no shocker to you all) that I've not been posting lately. I just don't have the time, ambition, will... you name it and it can probably fit in this phrase. I don't know. I guess I just begin to feel like this is a waste of time. Also quite honestly sometimes I feel like it's pointless. However at least one of you has been missing my crazy rants. So I guess maybe I should change this to a rant of the week blog. That may fit more easily into my psycho schedule.

Lots has been going on in my life. At least it feels that way. If I try to sit down and write about them all I honestly am not sure where the time has flown by in these past couple of months.

Villages is full steam ahead right now. That's always an adjustment in my life. I go from working about 20 hours a week to anywhere from 30-50 hours a week. However what makes that so difficult are my insane volunteer hours that I choose (don't get me wrong, I fully love the organizations and such that I choose to volunteer my time at). So my usually 10-20 volunteer hours each week remain the same even though my Villages hours increase.

So mostly during this time of my life I find myself focusing on the idea that "something has gotta give" in my head. However I need to begin to do more than just daydream and hope in my mind. I need to verbalize that to same others because patterns in this girl's life shows that if she doesn't say anything for a really long time it's not good when she blows.

There hopefully that will feed some of your needs for a rant for a bit. I'll try to update I really will. Maybe I should delete my facebook account and that will help :)