Processing again....

I feel like I'm continuously on this long path of processing. It seems as soon as I'm done with one issue another one is plopped in my lap. Which is usually okay with me. However my most current one that keeps haunting me is something that I've done to someone else. Usually I'm dealing with things that have been done to me by someone else.

Last week I got together with my best friend for supper. I was discussing with her some things that I was feeling. It was so hard for me to be honest, as I've written about before, I've got major girl issues. However I did and it worked out.

God has been pushing me on another friendship from my past that I let fall. One that I wasn't honest with. She poured her heart and soul into our friendship and I walked away with no explanation. I'm feeling extremely guilty about that and I don't know what to do. I'm a fixer at heart so the fact that I have no solution or quick fix for this problem is driving me crazy. I've emailed to apologize and she accepted it but I'm now stuck and it sucks.